Everyone was right.

As if you didn't all expect it.

I couldn't take it anymore so I finally confronted Anthony and I knew, I just knew. He said he didn't want to lead me on and he didn't think he was. How fucking nieve! He said it's not me, it's him. He needs "time", he doesn't know what he thinks or feels.

Well what is hopeful is the fact that I've finally had enough. I've tried and failed succesfully, I tried because I thought he was worth it... but I see he is not, I will do better and I deserve better. Afterall, this has happened to me three or four times now. I'm ready to move past this now.

Out of sight, out of mind. A struggle I am aware of, yet I think somehow I am capable of.

As far as how I feel now, I'm not surprised but I am very disappointed.