What will it take for you to love me?

I've been in and out of relationships. Some serious, some a complete and utter joke, some good and some bad. But it all ends the same; me being left and hurting.
I'm not quite sure what I have to do to find someone who will love me for who I am and stick by that for as long as time allows. I know I am not perfect, no one is. I'm moody, emotional, spoilt and sometimes selfish. But I do know that I will love you more than anyone ever has, I will remain loyal to you and I will most definitely be there for you through good and bad; by your side always. For some reason, to my previous ex's; that is not good enough. Am I actually destined to be alone? I would rather be alone just so I don't have to keep going through this game. My heart can't take much more and each time I think I've learnt from my mistakes and build a wall to protect myself, some guy comes waltzing into my life and sticks around to "prove" he will be different from all the others. It is like I set myself up for this, time and time again. I play it cool for a couple of months, don't let them get to my heart, but after a while... I crumble. I crave to find true love and a partner that will be my rock throughout my unstable life.
What will it take for you to love me?
I'm tired of searching. I am tired of going through the motions, play it cool, begin to like you, get attached, fall for you, argue, be left. Abandoned, alone and hurting once more. While my head is going "I told you so idiot".
I moved to Innisfail with intentions to stay single. I wanted to spend time with my family, save money, have a holiday after living so long in Noosa. I was willing to love my ex from afar and hope that in a couple of years we'd be right for each other. This was unrealistic and a lovely fantasy but it was enough to keep my mind off "guys". Then along comes Mr. Innisfail. I couldn't help it. I didn't want it. I warned myself. My head knew what was to come but my heart was confused. He charmed me, lured me in.
What will it take for you to love me?
Pretty soon I will have nothing left to give, and I won't be worth loving because I will be a cold heartless bitch.
What will it take for me to love you?